In my heart, I am thirsty
for you, the living God.
When will I see your face?
Day and night my tears
are my only food,
as everyone keeps asking,
"Where is your God?"
(Psalm 42:2-3, CEV)
Yesterday, I wrote of praise because God quenches our spiritual thirst. And yes, He does do this. Today’s verses are a cry for God’s presence.
And I echo these words. I am thirsty for my God. I do long to see His face.
Too often, I feel like tears really are my only food. I get so discouraged sometimes. Living with chronic pain can do that. As I get older, and just the pain of aging adds to my suffering, I wonder if I’m alone on my journey.
And those who don’t follow Christ may very well ask,” Where is your God?”
I do sometimes feel alone. I do sometimes wonder why I must suffer as I do. And yes, sometimes I feel so overwhelmed by just getting through the day.
When I do, I cry out to God. I pray I’ll see His face. I pray He’ll carry me each moment.
And I have to trust He’ll do just that. Even through the tears.
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